Mondays are a horrible way to spend one seventh of your life
Everything’s a bit better, even though it is a Monday and I'm at work. Everything’s ok, partially because I've patched up with my girlfriend, partially because Wednesday is free.
I'll do the 'politically correct' thing and say 'largely' because I patched up with my girlfriend. [Enter smiley face here, if I would use them]. Hah, you'll never know if its true or not! Only she will... and she's the only one that currently reads this blog, so never mind.
I think I need to find a balance of how I wish to use my Blog. I used it to vent on, a couple of days ago, and I've decided that that was definitely /not/ the way that I should use it. I think it should be more light hearted, more of a fun thing.
Fun, we supposedly had a lot of fun on Saturday night, though I'm still trying to figure that out myself. We got stuck behind an Xbox, 'nough said.
I think Liana had it figured out better, she just went to sleep. Wasted yesterday as well, just sat there and stared at a screen, building cities. I guess there is /something/ to be learned from city building, I'm just not sure if it will be all that useful to me.
I want to get out of this country. Been talking about starting to put money away towards travels and its just got me yearning for sun, beach and the dusty road. Hardships, laughter, not knowing where you will sleep, not knowing exactly what you’re eating (and desperately not wanting to).
Oh well, no savings means curbing my emotional need. It would be useful to have a couple of months of experience beneath my belt first, anyway. That way I'll be able to find a job somewhere, sometime in the future. Not working for a year and a half certainly wasn't my idea of a good time.
I'm carrying on a bit. Best Solution?
Stop.
Red Haze
Angry again, not going well. Try to keep myself form saying things I don’t want to say, however, so I’ll keep it short here. Hope I’ll be able to tell something nice tomorrow.
Girlfriend, problems!
[Self censorship, entry removed]
The Wedding Dress
I don't know how much longer this will be up, but I might as well put it up here for peope to look at, if they want to.
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=4146756343#ebayphot
its been up for a while, but it shows what the power of the internet is.
Jaba Daba, Doh!
I've started far too many Blogs already. I think this is like my fourth one? I don’t really know, truth be told. That’s okay though, because all the other ones went pretty much unread anyway, so it really doesn’t matter how many I’ve written.
So, onto far more important things. My girlfriend. In the other four blogs I’ve head I’ve never mentioned her by name. Why? Because I’m a stupid moron (and they weren’t supposed to be about me, but that doesn’t change that I’m a stupid moron). So here we goes, My girlfriend, love of my life, passion of my heart and greatest treasure of my life goes by the name of Liana.
Whats more, she has a Blog too. A blog that’s entitled www.vineyaards.blogspot.com so yeah, that one’s on here too. If anybody would happen to stumble across this blog then I would direct them to go there because she actually already has some very nice stories up, for people to read.
Ok, now that I’ve discussed the most important part its time for me to move onto the reason for this blog (most certainly less important then my girlfriend, especially if you consider that I’ve already started four blogs previously). The reason for the blog is, quite simply, to rant. The reason (I think) that all those other blogs failed was because I was trying far too hard on them. So this one is going back to the basics. I’ll talk about what ever I want to talk about and I’ll do it when ever I feel like doing it. That can mean… well… anything. Which, I think, is exactly the point of blogging.
But then I wouldn’t know.
Good, that’s settled. Lets talk about something even less interesting. The can of coke that is standing in front of me. (don’t ask me, I’m at work and I’m trying to find any excuse not to work). Alright, the can coke in front of me is, red and…
Right, next topic
I should be able to think of something slightly more interesting.
I think I’ll just pose again when I do.
